May 07, 2005 10:54
Hey all, well I don't really have much to update with, so I'm just gonna run through the scheme of things.
Chris Kaschner passed away May 1st due to accidentally over-dosing on OxyContin. Chris and I used to be best friends, not only me..but my whole family loved him to death. Chris was over every day even when my mom still lived here, and even my mom loved having Chris around. My dad, till this day, gets a smile on his face when he thinks about Chris. My dad thought he was as funny as hell. My dad and I were talking about him the other day, and my dad said, "I always remember him with a smile on his face.. that kid was never not smiling". ...so that was a good thing to hear about Chris. Unfortunately to say, life goes on...and so we all grow up. A part of Chris' growing up involved drugs. Drugs were not a part of mine. Thereby, Chris and I went from being best friends to being just friends to being buddies. I hadn't talked to Chris for quite a while when I heard he passed away. I love you Chris, I'm sorry I wasn't there for you all this time.
My job search remains a mystery. For about three days straight, I'd go directly from school to a bunch of warehouses and other places applying. At this point I've turned quite a few applications in, but haven't heard back from anyone since it's only been about two days.
The Nova is doing great. We're going to tweak one last thing with it, and it should be a 12-second car. For those of you who don't know, a 12-second car is as fast as hell. So that's exciting.
I don't know what's going on with my situation with friends. I'm growing apart from some, growing closer with others...some friends from the past are coming back, some friends that I've had since forever are drifting away. I don't know, it's weird. I don't really know how to feel about any of it.
Please comment. I really only update this thing for the feedback, so when I don't get any, I really feel there's no point in updating any more. God Bless all. Bye bye.