You ever feel like your whole life all you've ever done is give, give, give, give, give to other people? And then the minute, the moment, the SECOND, that you actually give something to yourself, you're that "pushy little bitch who always has to have things her way"? Well, yeah. Today was one of those days. Actually, correction. This week has been ( Read more... )

This semester, I've been living off a steady diet of 5 hours of sleep, anger, boredom, resentment, and frustration. And I've realized, that while not all of that is by choice, some of it is. Unfortunately, I've become accustomed to going to bed at 2:00 in the morning ( Read more... )

I really like livejournal. I really do. I like posting stuff, and feeling like I'm connecting to at least someone. I feel like I can connect, despite the fact I only have two people on my friends list. Hah. However, at this point in my life, I really have nothing to post anyway. Life is almost painfully routine, filled with school, homework, and ( Read more... )

OMG. The month of February totally sucks. It's just been jam-packed full of IMPORTANT things I need to accomplish. Like...
( The overwhelming list )

Wow. I totally cannot wait until Christmas. I'm so jazzed! And I have no idea why I want Christmas to come so quickly either. I mean, right after Christmas, it's New Year's, and then it's back to school. Despite my ideal school situation, I'm really beginning to hate school. It's just the same old thing, over and over. Studying, tests, freaking out ( Read more... )

So, this weekend I spent virtually every waking moment doing something related to gymnastics. I'm so exhausted. On Saturday, I just had regular practice. But, on Sunday, our gym hosted the compulsory Zones meet. And it's a very important meet for all those little girls. But it's also all day ( Read more... )

So, this weekend I went backpacking with my Girl Scout troop. It was one of the hardest things I've ever done. The 5.5 mile hike into our campsite took 3 hours. It included steep hills, loose rocks, and lots and lots of dust. I think I'm still scrubbing my hands and feet. Anyway, even though it sounds like it was horrible, it was actually a very ( Read more... )

So, I finally got a Livejournal after lurking around Kalliel's for a really long time. Not that I'm stalking you or anything Kalliel! I'm not really sure why I decided to get one now. The best time probably would have been during the summer.... instead of the beginning of the school year. I'm not really sure what to say exactly though. I'll try to keep ( Read more... )