*CRIES*
First, I don't know if anyone remembers that I ever wrote these 2 small stories about Meredith and Derek, which were mostly about those 'nothing' moments in their lives. I did, and I am partway through a (last) chapter for 'more reasons...'
But the reason it's been too long between this update and the last update is because exam panic has set in, 2 whole months before the exam. Oh LJ and my friends list, how I hate you! I'm reading about everyone's vacay, and I'm stuck in a stiflingly hot apartment reading several fat textbooks at one time. (Obviously, I fool myself I can multi-task.) It's the mental uphill struggle with these exams. I knew this was the longest year of med school, but going through it is tougher than I thought...our term dates proudly announce we're in session for 46 weeks out of 52, and all I wanna do is scream. There is too much to learn, and my brain isn't used to having to work when it's sunny. I sit there resenting I need to study, and feel like I've achieved nothing anyway, which makes me frustrated. So then I become this little ball of resentful, frustrated hotness (temperature, not looks.)
If anyone knows of a remedy, let me know.
But the reason it's been too long between this update and the last update is because exam panic has set in, 2 whole months before the exam. Oh LJ and my friends list, how I hate you! I'm reading about everyone's vacay, and I'm stuck in a stiflingly hot apartment reading several fat textbooks at one time. (Obviously, I fool myself I can multi-task.) It's the mental uphill struggle with these exams. I knew this was the longest year of med school, but going through it is tougher than I thought...our term dates proudly announce we're in session for 46 weeks out of 52, and all I wanna do is scream. There is too much to learn, and my brain isn't used to having to work when it's sunny. I sit there resenting I need to study, and feel like I've achieved nothing anyway, which makes me frustrated. So then I become this little ball of resentful, frustrated hotness (temperature, not looks.)
If anyone knows of a remedy, let me know.