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my parents came home without incident. now we will actually have food in the house. partys are fun, but i would hate to have to do it every night. despite the fact that i had fun at my house the past few nights, i find myself utterly depressed/discontent about many things. i want to have more occasions where i am alone with one person for a while because those are the only times where i feel i get a real connection with whomever i am with. maby i just want to get to know the people i call my freinds better before i leave, i baasically dont know anyone very well except for my few very close freinds. their is a few more things that i want to update about/get offf my chest, but i am not gonna do it right now. got to get ready for work now, leave a message on my cell, i want to do something diffrent tonight. my lungs feel shot.