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This is my first real update in 2 days shy of a month. Since that time, my life has sucked consistant dick. my new job at fed ex ground is horrible adn i hate it. the work is not that bad, i am getting better at it adn i have lost weight and gotten a lot stronger. the hours are what sucks. i never wanted to work 5 days a week, but like 3. i never do anythign socially before work, becasue i get up around 12, and nobody ever seems to be able to comit to doing anything at a specific time and if anything does come up, i cant do it cause i have to be back to the hosue by 4 to leave for work, so it wouldnt be worth going out. it takes a half hour to drive there, and i use so much fucking gas. after work it is another half hour home, adn then i have to shower and eat so i cant do anythign till 11 pretty much every night. adn i usually dont do anything after work cause poeple are already doing shit or cant go out that late, or have to get up for work in the morning, or nothing is going on anyways and going over one persons house to sit there with just them is not worth is cause i am usually tired as shit and dont want to waist the fucking gas. which brings me to my next complaint, i never got my first paycheck for the training week casue i had to go to a wedding last friday adn the manager sub is a fucking dumbass adn it was supposed to be mialed to me on monday, but has it arived yet? of course not, and i have a grand total of two dollars in my wallet and have to get gas on the way there today. also i havent seen any of my freinds aside for an hour or two in a long while, mike not in like two fucking weeks. my life has been real shitty besides work since summer began for a whole set of other reasons that i cannot disclose, and no, i dont want to talk about it. i am gonna start looking for a new job once i can put gas in my car.