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I find DH, DS or DD kinda obnoxious. Yes, been checking out mom blogs, message boards etc online. Biiiig mistake. Will I become like that? Am I like that already?
I don't want to lose myself when I have a baby and I don't want to do nothing but talk about it all day. But what if it's already started?
My subconscious decided to tell me that I don't know wtf I'm doing. I dreamt that the boyfriend and I bought a boat. It was kinda big and really cool yacht with a lot of automatic systems so we went sailing just the two of us, no captain, nothing. The boat was doing the sailing by itself until we wanted to dock and there were a bunch of boats there so we caused a collision. We tried to rescue the boat but we were sure it had sunk. Then many days later (that we spent in Patras for some reason, only it was overrun with muslims and there were mosques and stuff everywhere... I think I need to cut down on the Turkish soaps) the coast guard called us and told us they found our boat and it was fine just nowhere like where we expected it to be (well, at the bottom of the harbour, pretty much). Thanks, subconscious, we'll try not to sink the baby.
I don't want to lose myself when I have a baby and I don't want to do nothing but talk about it all day. But what if it's already started?
My subconscious decided to tell me that I don't know wtf I'm doing. I dreamt that the boyfriend and I bought a boat. It was kinda big and really cool yacht with a lot of automatic systems so we went sailing just the two of us, no captain, nothing. The boat was doing the sailing by itself until we wanted to dock and there were a bunch of boats there so we caused a collision. We tried to rescue the boat but we were sure it had sunk. Then many days later (that we spent in Patras for some reason, only it was overrun with muslims and there were mosques and stuff everywhere... I think I need to cut down on the Turkish soaps) the coast guard called us and told us they found our boat and it was fine just nowhere like where we expected it to be (well, at the bottom of the harbour, pretty much). Thanks, subconscious, we'll try not to sink the baby.