My wifey...
The whole world blurs together into a big ball of perfection when i kiss her.
Who woulda thought Kassie Lynn would actually care about someone like this?
still, after everything that we have been through in the past 7 months, i still care about her more than anything.
If you only knew what we dealt with these past few months...you would be so amazed that she is still here for me and i am still here for her.
She actually makes me want to be something in life. She motivates me every single second...
just thinking about a wondeful life with her...ide do anything to get that. Ide walk through hell, ide climb to the top of Mount everest.
I am better than i have ever been. no drugs, barely any alcohol, and im actually gonna quit smoking. im actually trying. sunflower seeds man.
i got a job at north bay hospital and im going to college this fall. and im almost done with my probation im getting off early too. 5 months instead of 6.
I'm finally fixed. and it was her that got me here.
its only been 7 and a half months but it feels like a lifetime...we have been through so much. we will make it, without her i am just another high school drop out alcoholic working at mcdonalds.
I love her. It's not just another cheap high school "lets fuck" love. it is an i want to grow old with you kind of love. and an ide do anything to see you smile kind of love.
its not really anyones business. no one thinks we really love each other. but can you see inside of my head? can you feel the things that i have felt? this is the closest i can get you to that. I can type what i feel. but the words are never right and the sentences are always too short.
I'm sorry, i dropped out of high school, im not smart enough to explain it right.
I expect to be doing much better next time I update.