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Ugh. I'm bored.
But it's my own fault. i could get of my ass and do something. Nothing I wanna do though. I hope something happens tonight. Meh.
Stabbing Westward has really good lyrics i realized. Like this...
"I've been so alone for so long
Forgotten by the world
Forgotten to myself
Your effervescent eyes have awakened me
And brushed the dust away
But I knew you'd never stay
So I memorized the color of your eyes as I lost myself inside you
And I memorized the way our legs entwined as I drifted off beside you
I miss
God I miss
Waking up beside you
At night I cling to you, I'm so afraid
Afraid the day will come
And I'll wake and find you gone
But you promised that you'd not abandon me
And kissed my fears away
But I woke up to that day"
It just really reminded me of stuff, and it made me almost cry. actually i think it was just a mixture of me relating to almost all of their songs. but yeah that one did it.
I heard today that this person likes me. i thought it was kinda funny since ive never really talked to this person. i think its cute, but i dont even know what kind of a person he is, so i cant say much on it. then i heard from another person (yeah obviously not mentioning names) that he always has little new crushes. but i guess i do to... hmm. just not ones im open about.
Lately ive had really silly little "crushes" i guess u could call them. they are not usual ones for me. they are on nice guys. nice kinda dorky guys. too bad, im shy...
This weekend needs to bring some sort of entertainment my way, or im gonna cry. i have to go to stupid x-mas program practice for church tomorrow, then on sunday the program is, then im done. err. it needs to get over. now.
im gonna go entertain myself. bye.
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since i dont wanna have a bunch of updates everywhere, i'll continue here.
my sister actually called, i havent talked to her in awhile, she was hysterical, so many crazy things are happeneing. oh my. -_- its just always so much drama.god i wish i could...help. i cant. its so horrible.
i talked to stefanie, and im gonna hang out with her tonight, and yes-actually stay at her house. haha. thats kinda surprising, since weve been not doing that lately, rather lying to our parents.
yeah so thats all. i was still bored. lol.
later.
But it's my own fault. i could get of my ass and do something. Nothing I wanna do though. I hope something happens tonight. Meh.
Stabbing Westward has really good lyrics i realized. Like this...
"I've been so alone for so long
Forgotten by the world
Forgotten to myself
Your effervescent eyes have awakened me
And brushed the dust away
But I knew you'd never stay
So I memorized the color of your eyes as I lost myself inside you
And I memorized the way our legs entwined as I drifted off beside you
I miss
God I miss
Waking up beside you
At night I cling to you, I'm so afraid
Afraid the day will come
And I'll wake and find you gone
But you promised that you'd not abandon me
And kissed my fears away
But I woke up to that day"
It just really reminded me of stuff, and it made me almost cry. actually i think it was just a mixture of me relating to almost all of their songs. but yeah that one did it.
I heard today that this person likes me. i thought it was kinda funny since ive never really talked to this person. i think its cute, but i dont even know what kind of a person he is, so i cant say much on it. then i heard from another person (yeah obviously not mentioning names) that he always has little new crushes. but i guess i do to... hmm. just not ones im open about.
Lately ive had really silly little "crushes" i guess u could call them. they are not usual ones for me. they are on nice guys. nice kinda dorky guys. too bad, im shy...
This weekend needs to bring some sort of entertainment my way, or im gonna cry. i have to go to stupid x-mas program practice for church tomorrow, then on sunday the program is, then im done. err. it needs to get over. now.
im gonna go entertain myself. bye.
***
since i dont wanna have a bunch of updates everywhere, i'll continue here.
my sister actually called, i havent talked to her in awhile, she was hysterical, so many crazy things are happeneing. oh my. -_- its just always so much drama.god i wish i could...help. i cant. its so horrible.
i talked to stefanie, and im gonna hang out with her tonight, and yes-actually stay at her house. haha. thats kinda surprising, since weve been not doing that lately, rather lying to our parents.
yeah so thats all. i was still bored. lol.
later.