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I was all happy and dandy. well sort of.
then james had to go and be like... "whenever i talk to you online at night. im all bummed out the next day" :-/
i dont understand. hes always saying how everyone hates him and he thinks hes a loser, and i tell him i <3 him and hes not, and try to cheer him up. maybe if i make people that miserable they shouldnt talk to me. as sad as it would be not talking to that good of a freind. ahh confusion.
I missed the pep band tonight, i havent went to 1 of them yet. oops. but i had to babysit, and slept instead... but now im disappointed that i didnt go cause everyone says it was all fun, and spencer played the bari sax. like old times, well kinda. but he better play it again! so i can witness the bad ass-ness.
but nope instead i spent my day being lame, and sleeping. i had so many things i wanted to do today to. like i really need to write my dad a letter...i havent talked to him since he went back to jail.. i dont know what to say to him. but its almost christmas, and yeah. i need to.
i need to write laura back too.
i love my mommy. she cried last night at my concert. it made me wanna cry. :(
shes so silly. i think shes only been to one other band concert of mine, and ive been in band since 6th grade. shes can be the best mom ever sometimes...and sometimes... no.
yeah so this weekend starts tomorrow. thank bob. i dunno whats going on yet. whatever comes along i suppose. im excited.
i need to sleep. yeah again.
<3
then james had to go and be like... "whenever i talk to you online at night. im all bummed out the next day" :-/
i dont understand. hes always saying how everyone hates him and he thinks hes a loser, and i tell him i <3 him and hes not, and try to cheer him up. maybe if i make people that miserable they shouldnt talk to me. as sad as it would be not talking to that good of a freind. ahh confusion.
I missed the pep band tonight, i havent went to 1 of them yet. oops. but i had to babysit, and slept instead... but now im disappointed that i didnt go cause everyone says it was all fun, and spencer played the bari sax. like old times, well kinda. but he better play it again! so i can witness the bad ass-ness.
but nope instead i spent my day being lame, and sleeping. i had so many things i wanted to do today to. like i really need to write my dad a letter...i havent talked to him since he went back to jail.. i dont know what to say to him. but its almost christmas, and yeah. i need to.
i need to write laura back too.
i love my mommy. she cried last night at my concert. it made me wanna cry. :(
shes so silly. i think shes only been to one other band concert of mine, and ive been in band since 6th grade. shes can be the best mom ever sometimes...and sometimes... no.
yeah so this weekend starts tomorrow. thank bob. i dunno whats going on yet. whatever comes along i suppose. im excited.
i need to sleep. yeah again.
<3