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Let us put our heads down and be gloomy around you.
You are one morbid, perhaps depressing
character. Your dark mind causes you to talk
about things of the same subject. Others
(myself included) may not mind your talk and
find it interesting to talk to you since death
is just a natural thing. Yes, death fascinates
you, but there is no need to keep bringing it
upon people about their own demise. You may see
life as just a phase we go through before we
die. You may even think of what your funeral
will be like. You are not a depressed person,
although that's a possibility. But yeah, you
could be an outsider and have your own strange
friends. Happy Halloween though, Bleak One.
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Today has been a roller coaster.
normally i wouldn't blame my crazy emotions on hormones. but today i definately do, they are god damn uncontrollable.
this morning i couldn't even get myself to go to SCC because i felt like i was going to die. i thought about it and how we were gonna be in the woods all day taking pictures, and then i went back to bed.
i went to swan valley though. and on the way there... i felt like just killing EVERYTHING. bruce was talking on his cell phone, hius bumpy truck was pissing me off and just everything that made a sound, i wanted to strangle.Bush is once again our nation's leader, and i feel like throwing up... and i find out that the gay marriage thing is banned and i get really angry.
then i got a little better for awhile.
THIS IS WHY I HATE BEING A WOMAN. fuck hormones, seriously, they are soo powerful... they control us, seriously. why do u think everyone is so revolved around sex. because of hormones. they can completely change a person. its disgusting.(some people just have more control over this than others)
came home and talked to shanee a bit,katie stops by, my aunt is over, then nothing, then my parents tell me the only way i can go get my mushroomhead pictures is if i go to bob evan's with bruce and brandi and get dessert(its not a normally painful thing to do) but, they are like RIGHT NOW, and im not dressed, and i hurt (cramps) and i dont wanna talk to bruce and im crying and I SUCK! i give in finally after having my mom call me a bitch...
well the good thing is that i got my pictures and they ROCK!! and the one with me, Jeff nothing, and waylon is hilarious. i look like something is being thrown at my face, and they look so serious, and kinda scary.haha. i will probably post it some day. all of them are really great though.
(last night i think i adopted a new-found mini crush. hes an unexpected one, since ive seen him many times and never thought anything...but i "officially met him" last night... he was pleasant, and attractive in the weridest way... um im a little embarassed. but his name is ryan)
ok. i'm out.
~shanna