Oct 23, 2004 12:52
Pretty soon here ima have Kat pick me up, and we have to go wrok the funfest at sheild's elementary. i have to paint little kids faces and then clean. i hope i dont ruin and children's face (muhahaha)
it feels good actually to have the house to myself. i mean its a little lonely, but i dont have to worry about anyone else, but my lonesome.
last night stefanie came over then we went to old town.
no one was around really, except we got jeremy kocks, and then this one guy was following us around. within 20 minutes of meeting the guy he tells me of his penis peircing and his 2 failed marriages. nice.
then he keeps making comments like...give me your number...ill call u all day, and, something about me being cute, and how he hasnt hugged a girl in a long time. haha mmk? plus hes like 25. i guess so.
when jeremy, stef, and me decided it was lame and we wanted to just o back to my house, the guy was like can i come over... i was like ummm no one can take u home later...hes like "ill walk"(i live in fucking sheilds) he was very persistant, then hes like...well u guys can come over my house.
we got out of it eventually, and he just left me with his address and i hope for seeing me again.
whew.
so we got taco bell then came to my place (jeremy stef me)
no one else came over. we just chilled and watched some family guy, futurama and south park.
then everyone was lame and fell asleep.
today stefanie left early, then i hung out with jeremy for a bit and watched stuff until he left as well.
he got the marilyn manson tickets in the mail today !!! main floor general admission w00t w00t! stefanie or kate might go to i guess..depends on who has money.
then mushroomhead next friday...
and i guess im gonan go to ICP now. OMG!!! well stef and sarah and shawn are going and well id be real jealous if i didnt get to go. but i guess im invited.
its just i dunno why im such a jealous person. like of sarah kinda, i feel like stefanie values her friendship more than mine lately, or likes her more or something. maybe its just me...but yeah...
anyways im hungry, so im gonna eat and wait for kat to come and get me. i hope tonight isnt lame, i might hang otu with jessica farley...but i dunno. hopefully or go to shooters...2nd system is playing.
LATA
~shanna
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"Iris" by Goo Goo Dolls touches me every time i hear it, what a great great song.
~*Iris*~
And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
And you bleed just to know you're alive
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
(break and solo)
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
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