The viewing...
The viewing was sad. :( We got there before most people. I couldn't go up to the casket. It was just too hard and I didn't want to cry. I thought I was all cried out from the past few days but it was starting to come out so I was pinching my hand the whole time trying to stop myself by causing a little pain. I talked to my grandpop and my uncle Kev a little bit, and my uncle Andrew who I haven't seen in a long time, his wife and my cousin Ashley. I didn't really know anyone else.
I didn't even stay long.. :( It was too sad, I couldn't even imagine how her three kids and my uncle were handling it.
It's hard to believe that she's not here anymore. I haven't seen her in months but it's still hard to believe that I won't ever see her again.
The funeral is tomorrow. Rachel got off of work for me. She's my rock, without her I don't know what I would do.
Tomorrow is also 9 months with Rae, won't be such a great day but we'll probably do something over the weekend for it.
I didn't even stay long.. :( It was too sad, I couldn't even imagine how her three kids and my uncle were handling it.
It's hard to believe that she's not here anymore. I haven't seen her in months but it's still hard to believe that I won't ever see her again.
The funeral is tomorrow. Rachel got off of work for me. She's my rock, without her I don't know what I would do.
Tomorrow is also 9 months with Rae, won't be such a great day but we'll probably do something over the weekend for it.