Losing faith..
I swear..it gets harder and harder everyday to believe that God exists. What little faith I have left is slowly slipping away..
I hate being the last to know everything. I always hear things down the lane. No one tells me straight up, no one calls, they don't even email me when important things happen. Do they think things don't matter to me?
It took months to find out my aunt Christine had cancer. Why didn't anyone tell me? I never got updates unless I heard them from someone other than my uncle. I don't even feel like typing, all I know is that life is a bunch of bullshit. And with all the shit going on in the world, and all the good people dying while the bad people continue hurting others...how does anyone still believe that there's a God?
My uncle waited all his life to find an amazing woman like Christine. She was so perfect, the nicest lady you would ever meet. So why her? They practically just got married! How could something so horrible happen to someone so great? :'(
RIP Christine Timlin (3/31/07) You'll be missed. Please pray for her kids and my uncle Kevin. :'( And everyone else that knew her.
If my uncle Mike doesn't give up the cemetery plots next to my grandmother I'm going to kick him in the head.
I hate being the last to know everything. I always hear things down the lane. No one tells me straight up, no one calls, they don't even email me when important things happen. Do they think things don't matter to me?
It took months to find out my aunt Christine had cancer. Why didn't anyone tell me? I never got updates unless I heard them from someone other than my uncle. I don't even feel like typing, all I know is that life is a bunch of bullshit. And with all the shit going on in the world, and all the good people dying while the bad people continue hurting others...how does anyone still believe that there's a God?
My uncle waited all his life to find an amazing woman like Christine. She was so perfect, the nicest lady you would ever meet. So why her? They practically just got married! How could something so horrible happen to someone so great? :'(
RIP Christine Timlin (3/31/07) You'll be missed. Please pray for her kids and my uncle Kevin. :'( And everyone else that knew her.
If my uncle Mike doesn't give up the cemetery plots next to my grandmother I'm going to kick him in the head.