Good thing i dont write for an English teacher!!! :)

Apr 28, 2004 23:56

I saw you crawling
I saw you crying
I knelt to wipe the tears
I heard you calling
I heard you crying
I listened to your fears

I leaned in close to hear every whisper
to wipe your tears away
and try to ease your pain

the pain that wouldnt seem to fade

A closer look to reveal these tears
are not from your deep eyes
a sharper eye soon to realize
that these tears were cried from mine

I listen intently to the call
and hear my own voice beneath
an easy disguise to not feel so alone
a disguise to hide the pain
you did not feel
the pain deep inside of me

Was it all a dream
a passing mirage?
standing too long in heat?
knowing that you were long gone
I wished for more than just to be alone
alone with only me.

A faded rag is all that is left
just enough to dry my tears
move me towards what i know is best
because you deserve it
and i put myself last
leaving behind all the past

I thought that this was in HIS plan
I thought that i could be okay
and not have to understand
I know His will is far greater than mine
I know His love will outweigh anything of my own design

I guess it comes down to reality or dream
Do i sit and wonder, wishing to break through the seems?
It really doesnt matter what i choose to do
Just as long as i follow through...

It is HIS will,
I will follow it,
because that is all that shows me light...
the light never seems bright enough
to show far down the road
NOT enough, i feel no delight!
NOT resting in the unkown

But the fog will fade,
the path revealed
only after my first step
Firm rocks beneath my feet
I may be shaken
but never moved from Your great depth

I know where You lead me
I will not be mistaken
for someone meandering
I know with You
my feet walk with purpose
Walk with a place to go
although it is not seen.

I keep my eyes on You
hoping that You are crying too
knowing that You feel my pain
knowing you understand this feeble brain
I one day will own up to
all that You have instore
I know that in the long run,
there is so much more
more that i choose not to run from.

I just have to take the first step,
but where do i put my feet,
what direction do i turn,
so i will not be lost in defeat?

Keep my eyes on You,
keep my feet on track,
keep me focused,
so that i never look back!
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