My Prom date... what a confusing fellow!

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i dont like to be sad
i dont like to be sorry
i am sorry a LOT with you...
or so it seems
but when i say "im sorry"
you say "dont be"...
if i am not supposed to be sorry
then what do you want me to be?
you are a very confusing fellow!

I want you to be well, but
you dont seem to reallly want to be well!
Why>???
i am confused...
and i am sorry, that is all i can be...
I dont know what to do to help you get thru all this...

I want you to be happy and free again
laughing and living again
stop the stressing and thinking someone is "against you".
look at those who are "for you" and
be happy
feel loved, accepted...
if nothing else... remember
GOD does accept you... COMPLETELY!
that, i hope, will one day, be enough for you again.
dont worry, i really wont give up on you, even tho i am tempted to a lot! hehe

TODAY IS A GREAT DAY, YESTERDAY WAS A GREAT DAY too!
I CANT WAIT TO SEE IF TOMORROW IS GONNA BE GREAT TOO!!!!! Yippeeeeeee~

mmmmm someone in my class just sprayed something... and it smellls soooo good! hehe I love good smells. it makes me happy!