"I'm not here, this Isn't happening"
My little nephew has cancer. I just found out 20 minutes ago. My family has been keeping it from me for the past week. I love this kid more than life itself. I... I just can't believe this. I'm sitting here shaking... looking at his pic... I... I just cant believe this is happening. Its just fucked up beyond all recognition. I dont know much details about it, I guess there is a good chance he can make it and everyone is being optimistic but I dunno... I... I just cant even think straight right now.
I'm going to crank up the music and workout, its all I can do to keep myself from going nuts. FUCK this sucks.
I'm going to crank up the music and workout, its all I can do to keep myself from going nuts. FUCK this sucks.