make a reason...
Chug chug..... whoa? wtf? i'm losing?
and i lose.
thanks mary. invite me against a guy who is in practice in chugging and I lose.
thanks..
and I feel like. i'm in a techno room. as she walks away with him for the night. she is so drunk. unfaithful mary. oh unfaithful mary. and I have to piss constantly. I feel ike I have an infection, but really it's my fucked up diet. not enough potasium. I can't retain fluids anymore. The mircale of my sobriety, everyone. I can't absord alcohol. I can't. get drunk. Takes hours and hours, because I lack salt and potassium. Angels in teh night, wondered why my eyes were always sober. Tehre is the truth.
and it drags on... because hoyl shit I have no friendsw at this table... thank you mary...
And! wow. holy crap! I text Erika to my personal dismay... at the point blank she fails to reply... and I know what that means...
as mary goes home with Random ryan.
Don't stop beign a man. Don't stop beign broken. Don't stop and tell me the truth. Sooo a little despeeratr man? No. no you cannot hide.
Fucking kill me now. I wish mary would leave me alone. I wish erika would love me for who I am and what I am. I wish I wish. I bow my head and realize i am not even worth it. This is the begining of forever and ever.
There is only moving on. SOLAr beat. Soul and beat. I am nothing.
and i lose.
thanks mary. invite me against a guy who is in practice in chugging and I lose.
thanks..
and I feel like. i'm in a techno room. as she walks away with him for the night. she is so drunk. unfaithful mary. oh unfaithful mary. and I have to piss constantly. I feel ike I have an infection, but really it's my fucked up diet. not enough potasium. I can't retain fluids anymore. The mircale of my sobriety, everyone. I can't absord alcohol. I can't. get drunk. Takes hours and hours, because I lack salt and potassium. Angels in teh night, wondered why my eyes were always sober. Tehre is the truth.
and it drags on... because hoyl shit I have no friendsw at this table... thank you mary...
And! wow. holy crap! I text Erika to my personal dismay... at the point blank she fails to reply... and I know what that means...
as mary goes home with Random ryan.
Don't stop beign a man. Don't stop beign broken. Don't stop and tell me the truth. Sooo a little despeeratr man? No. no you cannot hide.
Fucking kill me now. I wish mary would leave me alone. I wish erika would love me for who I am and what I am. I wish I wish. I bow my head and realize i am not even worth it. This is the begining of forever and ever.
There is only moving on. SOLAr beat. Soul and beat. I am nothing.