May 01, 2009 00:26
I have signed up for my 6 month gym membership and am seeing a personal trainer next week.
Once I get over the initial oddness of it all and my self consciousness I will get into a good
routine and hope to feel better soon.
My goal is to be fit, more energetic and comfortable with my weight. I know that working out and being healthy will make my moods happier too.
I am still waiting to be stimulated by Mr Rudd. Then I can get my new phone as my crappy motorola is on it's last legs. But my phone is not for sale here yet, so really there is no need for impatience.
Work is killing me. I just can not force myself to be positive to get through the day anymore.
Although I got my annual leave approved for one week in july, which I am using to go see my sister. So I have to have my nephew's Alice In Wonderland painting done by then.
The crazed aching need I was feeling a few weeks ago at the lack of partner that I have has
dissipated for now. I am content to be alone. At least until I get my body and my life a little more sorted and organized.
At Marky's birthday party, Heidi was talking about moving in with me at the end of the year. That sounds almost perfect. She is mature and nice and it could work well.
Bah. A most busy weekend is half a day away. I will make the most of it though. I don't have as much time as I thought and every day gone is a day I could use productively.
Time for bed. (apologizes to Grace who is snuggled and warm on my lap -v_v- )