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Feeling quite trashy this morning.
I decided to drink at works christmas party and I drank a lot, but did not get as drunk
as I thought I would from that amount of spirits. oh well, it was somewhat fun.
I played a lot of pool, spoke awkwardly to people, my drunk team leader came up to me and asked me if I did meth because there were "rumors" reaching him... I almost cried.
Instead I got really pissed off at him and paranoid that there are people out to get me at work. Monday will be hard.
On the plus side, the really cute guy at work came up to me and told me that I looked really good, then hurriedly added that I dont look bad every other day its just that I look really good tonight. -^__^- he was awkward and worried that I would get offended. V cute.puppy dog.
It is good to be driving again. I just wish that we could keep the real morons off the road.
I want to plan paintball for my birthday on january 10th. I have tickets for free admission, all you need to pay for is the amo.
Not much else is going on. Im really disconnected from everybody and nothing seems to be happening in my life at the moment. Hopefully it will pick up soon. Im not feeling so lost & desperate anymore, I will not give up though & will still be hopeful for maybe one day in the future...
/rant>
I decided to drink at works christmas party and I drank a lot, but did not get as drunk
as I thought I would from that amount of spirits. oh well, it was somewhat fun.
I played a lot of pool, spoke awkwardly to people, my drunk team leader came up to me and asked me if I did meth because there were "rumors" reaching him... I almost cried.
Instead I got really pissed off at him and paranoid that there are people out to get me at work. Monday will be hard.
On the plus side, the really cute guy at work came up to me and told me that I looked really good, then hurriedly added that I dont look bad every other day its just that I look really good tonight. -^__^- he was awkward and worried that I would get offended. V cute.puppy dog.
It is good to be driving again. I just wish that we could keep the real morons off the road.
I want to plan paintball for my birthday on january 10th. I have tickets for free admission, all you need to pay for is the amo.
Not much else is going on. Im really disconnected from everybody and nothing seems to be happening in my life at the moment. Hopefully it will pick up soon. Im not feeling so lost & desperate anymore, I will not give up though & will still be hopeful for maybe one day in the future...
/rant>