Open Your Mind And Close Your Eyes
sometimes you feel like you have nothing left but to believe there is better in some people than they are revealing. What you see with me is a lot of who I am but not totally.. put 6 people in a room and ask them how they met me every single story is slightly different but with one similarity.. I made them laugh eventually.
When people ask "whats the best thing about you?" most girls will say soemthing physical.. guys too usually something below the waist. With me its that I can make almost anyone smile. See thats cool and all but I've gotten so good at faking mine that I can rarely even tell myself if it's genuine or not. That could be why i suck at relationships. How cna you love others fully without loving yourself? In order to love soemthing you have to know it right? What if you don't even recgonize yourself in the mirror in the morning or in a picture? for the record second best thing is eyes... I am a girl so sue me.
To people that disappear from my life.. dont worry I remember you a piece of me always does. With some people I hate that fact, with others... I wouldnt trade the memories for the world in my hand.
I got to where I am by just making people and smile and laugh.. I have stepped on no one to get here. You know those teen movies about the popular girls and all that shit? Its the party girls that have the real friends if they treat them right. I believe in lust, fun, safety, and brains.. should I even use my heart?
So back to the begining again... I may seem to be a dime a dozen but without our dreams of being special what else do you ever have? I believe in something called Paying It Foward.. yes there was movie off of this idea.
Paying it foward is a concept of you do something life changing for 3 people without expecting reward or payment of any type and they do it for 3 other people and so on. The overall idea is a utopian society of non self serving people. I failed on someone so far since it was passed to me. Try it its a great thing to do I use it in every day life.
When people ask "whats the best thing about you?" most girls will say soemthing physical.. guys too usually something below the waist. With me its that I can make almost anyone smile. See thats cool and all but I've gotten so good at faking mine that I can rarely even tell myself if it's genuine or not. That could be why i suck at relationships. How cna you love others fully without loving yourself? In order to love soemthing you have to know it right? What if you don't even recgonize yourself in the mirror in the morning or in a picture? for the record second best thing is eyes... I am a girl so sue me.
To people that disappear from my life.. dont worry I remember you a piece of me always does. With some people I hate that fact, with others... I wouldnt trade the memories for the world in my hand.
I got to where I am by just making people and smile and laugh.. I have stepped on no one to get here. You know those teen movies about the popular girls and all that shit? Its the party girls that have the real friends if they treat them right. I believe in lust, fun, safety, and brains.. should I even use my heart?
So back to the begining again... I may seem to be a dime a dozen but without our dreams of being special what else do you ever have? I believe in something called Paying It Foward.. yes there was movie off of this idea.
Paying it foward is a concept of you do something life changing for 3 people without expecting reward or payment of any type and they do it for 3 other people and so on. The overall idea is a utopian society of non self serving people. I failed on someone so far since it was passed to me. Try it its a great thing to do I use it in every day life.