赤痣の娼婦
Igyou no Utage #3 - Akaaza no Shoufu (Red-Scar Prostitute）
深いな重さにつぶされて
fukai na omosa ni tsubusarete
crushed down by a deep weight
手首の痛みに気付いたら
tekubi no itami ni kizuitara
noticing the pain in my wrists
頭の中に響く
atama no naka ni hibiku
it echoes inside my head
背中に残った赤い痣
senaka ni nokotta akai aza
the red scars that remain on my back
鏡を見る度思い出す
kagami o miru tabi omoidasu
every time I look in the mirror, I remember
頭の中に響く
atama no naka ni hibiku
it echoes inside my head
引き裂いた皮膚から臭いたつ
hikisaita hifu kara nioi tatsu
a stench rising from sliced-open flesh
おそましい異常な光景に
osomashii ijou na koukei ni
this disgusting, grotesque scene
いつからか生きてる現実が夢現
itsu kara ka ikiteru genjitsu ga yumeutsutsu
feeling half asleep and half awake for as long as I can remember
爛れた瞼はあたしなの
tadareta mabuta wa atashi nano
are these inflamed eyelids mine?
目の前におかれた事実が
me no mae ni okareta jijitsu ga
this reality placed before my eyes
頭の中に響く
atama no naka ni hibiku
it echoes inside my head
荒んだ神経掻き毟る
susanda shinkei kakimushiru
clutching at my dissolute nerves
ブラウスに付いた黒い血が
BLOUSE ni tsuita kuroi chi ga
the black blood staining my blouse
頭の中に響く
atama no naka ni hibiku
it echoes inside my head
醜い姿を見る度に
minikui sugata o miru tabi ni
every time I look at my hideous body
私が誰なのか忘れる
atashi ga dare nano ka wasureru
I forget who I am
頭の中に響く
atama no naka ni hibiku
it echoes inside my head
耳朶の千切れた傷跡は
mimitabu no chigireta kizuato wa
the scars of my torn-off earlobes
おそましい異常な情景を
osomashii ijou na joukei o
this repulsive, grotesque spectacle
一つずつ記憶に突き刺して夢現
hitotsuzutsu kioku ni tsukisashite yume utsutsu
half awake, half asleep, thrusting my memories one by one
深いな重さにつぶされて
fukai na omosa ni tsubusarete
crushed down by a deep weight
手首の痛みに気付いたら
tekubi no itami ni kizuitara
noticing the pain in my wrists
頭の中に響く
atama no naka ni hibiku
it echoes inside my head
背中に残った赤い痣
senaka ni nokotta akai aza
the red scars that remain on my back
鏡を見る度思い出す
kagami o miru tabi omoidasu
every time I look in the mirror, I remember
頭の中に響く
atama no naka ni hibiku
it echoes inside my head
引き裂いた皮膚から臭いたつ
hikisaita hifu kara nioi tatsu
a stench rising from sliced-open flesh
おそましい異常な光景に
osomashii ijou na koukei ni
this disgusting, grotesque scene
いつからか生きてる現実が夢現
itsu kara ka ikiteru genjitsu ga yumeutsutsu
feeling half asleep and half awake for as long as I can remember
爛れた瞼はあたしなの
tadareta mabuta wa atashi nano
are these inflamed eyelids mine?
目の前におかれた事実が
me no mae ni okareta jijitsu ga
this reality placed before my eyes
頭の中に響く
atama no naka ni hibiku
it echoes inside my head
荒んだ神経掻き毟る
susanda shinkei kakimushiru
clutching at my dissolute nerves
ブラウスに付いた黒い血が
BLOUSE ni tsuita kuroi chi ga
the black blood staining my blouse
頭の中に響く
atama no naka ni hibiku
it echoes inside my head
醜い姿を見る度に
minikui sugata o miru tabi ni
every time I look at my hideous body
私が誰なのか忘れる
atashi ga dare nano ka wasureru
I forget who I am
頭の中に響く
atama no naka ni hibiku
it echoes inside my head
耳朶の千切れた傷跡は
mimitabu no chigireta kizuato wa
the scars of my torn-off earlobes
おそましい異常な情景を
osomashii ijou na joukei o
this repulsive, grotesque spectacle
一つずつ記憶に突き刺して夢現
hitotsuzutsu kioku ni tsukisashite yume utsutsu
half awake, half asleep, thrusting my memories one by one