If you read all of this, you are amazing

[inudela]

I seem to only ever update when I'm sad/angry, and I'm sorry you have to read it. I just really hate life rn. Everything I've ever worked for is going down the drain. I guess whether anyone reads this will be of little consequence; I'm just in desperate need of a place to spill out all my thoughts and problems, and where else to go but here? I feel

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[jxsica]

Omg bb *hugs* I'm sorry you're going through such a tough time right now.
Idk what to say except...idk. It's not the end of everything. Not even close. You just have to pick yourself up and don't lose hope in yourself or give up. If you really want to do that course there is always a way to get there. You might have to work a little harder, but if it's what you want then you can get it.
Or, maybe this is a chance for you to reassess your goals. Decide what it is you really want to do right now and what will make you happy. Step back from the path you expected to be on and decide if it was really where you wanted to be.
And...well...yeah. Sometimes I think universities and colleges are on crack because you see them let in people who have shit marks and are just a-grade dumbasses and then they reject people like you who are obviously very intelligent, idek.
But you should feel proud of your marks, they are awesome and you worked hard to get them. No-one can take away that fact.

And ALWAYS write down your feelings. If you don't have anyone you want to talk to, just write everything down because it really does make you feel better. Once you get it out you can sort of get a bit of perspective and think more clearly; it helps take the weight off your shoulders.

[inudela]

Thank you for writing such an amazing, supportive comment. you're amazing *hugs* i think reassessing my goals is definitely a really good piece of advice - I've been doubting whether or not i chose the right course for a while now, so maybe this is all for the better.
Trying to be as unbiased as possible, but yeah ia, I think the university system has some major flaws in it...but idk they receive so many applications i guess they can't really ask for more information, or else they'd drown trying to process it all.

Writing everything down has definitely helped me, but your amazing comment also contributed a great deal. thank you for making me feel so much better, it really means a lot to me ♥