Hello LJ

May 16, 2010 17:03

I have been working as a night auditor in a hotel on capital hill for the past few months. I have learned the hard way, perhaps the only way, why a job has to be more then just the paycheck.

Its been a long while since I have written anything. This makes me incredibly upset. I just don't have the same motivation as before. Job rejection after job rejection, a mission statement that seems lost in the crazed rush for stability, and lack of funds has impaired my imagination. Perhaps I am suffering from acute depression. Self diagnosing oneself using WebMD as a reference is probably not a good thing. I read that people who work in the hotel industry are very prone to alcoholism due to the stress. I know my job is mad lumberjack hacking away at the forest of my soul. I need to quit soon.

And is there a future here? What am I truly accomplishing?

Ugh... I am always in a crisis it seems.

Some good things.
Had a good time with Cyd, Meg, and their friend Jess the other day at the Greek Fest.
Hung out with Ben and Jeff, always a good time.
Jim Feeney, recently acquired friend and future conspirator, provided me with a MASSIVE hook up for a future employer that may be sometime I am looking for. Details will be forthcoming.

Time to go catch up on some sleep.
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