Mar 15, 2010 20:12
Ugh, am I being a negative nancy? I think I am! I am just worried. That is all. Worried about whether or not I am doing the right thing here. Sometimes I feel as though I have cast myself adrift, and when a shoreline becomes visible I find it only to be an illusion. The job is going to be tough, yes, but maybe that will just make *me* tougher. I don't know. What happened to the hopes of getting into production? Will that ever happen? Maybe I need to take up some outrageous activity to rebuild a base of confidence. Yea... that sounds like a good plan.
Caught myself with Fear and Loathing in D.C.