waiting my turn...

Sep 16, 2008 11:50


i do not wish to fall in love
i am not going to fall in love
i refuse to fall in love
it is not going to happen
you can't make me
plz and ty :P

i hate those people who don't treasure something sacred
like those special things between two people, that over time become a symbol of what you had
and i don't mean stupid things like oh he gave me a teddy bear so he can't ever give any other girl a teddy bear kind of shit
get over it, everyone gives stuffed animals  -_-
but i mean those really special unique gifts
or those special places with history and meaning
the kind of things that whenever they are mentioned, one person pops into your mind
certain people just don't seem to get that, or respect that
andria understands that though, points for her

i am feeling so low lately
everyone i know makes me feel so low and worthless
as if i didn't have enough self-esteem issues as it was
as if i haven't had everyone forget about me without a second thought
as if people don't move on from me in a heartbeat
as if people haven't been criticizing me my whole life
i don't care, everyone's worthless anyways

i hate those lying selfish people
i can't remember the last time i put myself before someone else
i do everything i can to not hurt someone's feelings
nobody seems to appreciate me though
everyone is just dying to use you
everyone is just dying to suck you dry
everyone is just dying leave you for dead

you are ruining the plan
even though you are not aware of the plan
but that's ok, i'll find a new plan
it's nice to know you're happy at least
someone deserves to happy
i'm just waiting for my turn again....
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