It's been awhile

[introduceyou]

And so i say, it's been awhile.
I'm still lost. Still broken
Still haven't shared my mind to any other soul.
It gets heavy, carrying around all these thoughts.
The more they gather, the more chaotic my vision becomes.
Lines blur, people waiver, and nothing expands.
Shallow sparks of hope arise.
From opposite eyes.
But let me down so swiftly.
That i bruise faster with every fall.
Im just letting this stumble out.
Otherwise i worry what i might say.
Because processed words become calories.
That stick too long and are hard to shed away.