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my intended away message tonight
Night as follows:
Drive home in traffic through Boston, whcih i love.
Get home, rearrange my side of the room. Alot.
Jordana dna matt com over.. we drink... till im drunk.
We go to studio to make a visist, but the visitee is MIA , we're told hes doing work in his room. Understandable.
Get back.
Smoke.
Go to 307, drink more.
Smoke
Go to 307.
Decide i should start woeking on my drawing.
Freshman come over.
Sarah;s freshman, Phil, with other kid.
They try to eat my brownies which have now gone stale.
Using knife random kid splits the brownie pan.
Genius idea is to go smash it.
We go smash it in the pond.
Audrey is shitfaced and gave both freshman each one shot fo Cyclone prior to brownie dish.
While smashing brownie dish, random kid takes an already broken peaice. smashes it and tells us he cut hsi finger badly.
trying to convince us its bad.
Go to my room.
Push paper towels and water on it
Call Public safty
Spend about an hour with PS.
RAs come, Core comes, 3 PS with us.
one of the PS guys starts talkign about my board and tells me i should go to narraganssett to surf ( what the fuck?!!??!?!????)Cozy Cab comes. Ra's say im good to go.
I freak out. realizing that it prob has a stench of pot in my room and that there are beer cans randomlyu placed throughout the apartment.
Therefor my solution is to smoke.
Jordy and mat come
go back to 307 after.
Come back to 305 to calm down relax and try enjoy the rest of the night.
Plus try to get some sleep for work tomorrow.
What a fucking night
Not what i expected.
Not what i hoped for.
random.
Ridiculous. I have no idea how all this happened tonight. All i meant to do was relax, wait for jordana and matt to come back, amke a visit to studio and then do my drawing.. i hope tomorrow doesnt suck. thoguh chances are i will be incredibly slow becaust its easter sunday and no one will come to a coffee house between 11-6.. thats the point were people are prepareing and eating. the worst part is i dont even knwo if were open tomorrow or not. i just assume we are.
God i really regret this night. I really wish i hadnt gotten drunk because i dont like this chaos in my head. especially after this whole public saftey event.
I remember i was gonna try to remind myself. (yes thats an oxymoron)
It was about how people take others for granted so easily and how my friends realy on me so much when they dont understand how much of my time i have to dedicate to thier problems.
I understand its a huge thing to be in a relationship and have all these problems. but why me? its not like any of them have seen me when im in a relationship or what advice i could give under those circumstances. so why in the world call me up int he middle of night asking for advice on whether to tell your boyfriend that you broke a piece of art that he helpe dyou make? A.) why is that such a big deal, he'll understnad hes not gonna break up with you forjust that adn B.) why woudl you call me of all people for such advice?
I appologoze for my drunk livejournal entry.
However i feel its appropriate and needed after such a random weekend and following events.
Night as follows:
Drive home in traffic through Boston, whcih i love.
Get home, rearrange my side of the room. Alot.
Jordana dna matt com over.. we drink... till im drunk.
We go to studio to make a visist, but the visitee is MIA , we're told hes doing work in his room. Understandable.
Get back.
Smoke.
Go to 307, drink more.
Smoke
Go to 307.
Decide i should start woeking on my drawing.
Freshman come over.
Sarah;s freshman, Phil, with other kid.
They try to eat my brownies which have now gone stale.
Using knife random kid splits the brownie pan.
Genius idea is to go smash it.
We go smash it in the pond.
Audrey is shitfaced and gave both freshman each one shot fo Cyclone prior to brownie dish.
While smashing brownie dish, random kid takes an already broken peaice. smashes it and tells us he cut hsi finger badly.
trying to convince us its bad.
Go to my room.
Push paper towels and water on it
Call Public safty
Spend about an hour with PS.
RAs come, Core comes, 3 PS with us.
one of the PS guys starts talkign about my board and tells me i should go to narraganssett to surf ( what the fuck?!!??!?!????)Cozy Cab comes. Ra's say im good to go.
I freak out. realizing that it prob has a stench of pot in my room and that there are beer cans randomlyu placed throughout the apartment.
Therefor my solution is to smoke.
Jordy and mat come
go back to 307 after.
Come back to 305 to calm down relax and try enjoy the rest of the night.
Plus try to get some sleep for work tomorrow.
What a fucking night
Not what i expected.
Not what i hoped for.
random.
Ridiculous. I have no idea how all this happened tonight. All i meant to do was relax, wait for jordana and matt to come back, amke a visit to studio and then do my drawing.. i hope tomorrow doesnt suck. thoguh chances are i will be incredibly slow becaust its easter sunday and no one will come to a coffee house between 11-6.. thats the point were people are prepareing and eating. the worst part is i dont even knwo if were open tomorrow or not. i just assume we are.
God i really regret this night. I really wish i hadnt gotten drunk because i dont like this chaos in my head. especially after this whole public saftey event.
I remember i was gonna try to remind myself. (yes thats an oxymoron)
It was about how people take others for granted so easily and how my friends realy on me so much when they dont understand how much of my time i have to dedicate to thier problems.
I understand its a huge thing to be in a relationship and have all these problems. but why me? its not like any of them have seen me when im in a relationship or what advice i could give under those circumstances. so why in the world call me up int he middle of night asking for advice on whether to tell your boyfriend that you broke a piece of art that he helpe dyou make? A.) why is that such a big deal, he'll understnad hes not gonna break up with you forjust that adn B.) why woudl you call me of all people for such advice?
I appologoze for my drunk livejournal entry.
However i feel its appropriate and needed after such a random weekend and following events.