I was thinking about how much I've cried this year, and it's a little ridiculous. I've just been really over emotional about a lot of things, and I think most of it is separation anxiety--not just in the imminence of college and leaving the nest (because I am ALL for leaving my mother) but the fact that I feel generally isolated at all times.
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It astonishes me how surprised people are when they discover that I am not an eternally happy-go-lucky ball of energy, but in fact am a highly strung bundle of nerves, anxieties, and insecurities barely held together by a liberal dose of sarcasm and pragmatism.
I have the most amazing friends in the world and I don't deserve you. You are all wonderful. Plus you people who aren't on livejournal. You're included in this immense love.
(Manifestos are a very good way for making updates that don't take long and help prove I am still alive, or at least, attached to the computer, which may not be the same thing at all)