Pretty much a shitty evening so far
Talked to an awesome guy for like 5min b/c shit im just not that interesting an i apparently dont mean much but w/e. then i set my shit up on myspace an tried to get wounds from a friend for my background music but i couldnt.. then i changed my name to their lyrics an john john didnt have a problem w/ it.. an then i posted a bulletin not to question people about the music they like an why they make thier user names lyrics an he basically wound up callin me a bitch.. An what did i do.. nothing b/c i dont want to make anything bad b/c i would like to go to a show an enjoy it an not get hasseled b/c me an the guitarist dont like each other. its not that i dont like him its just that i shouldnt have talked to him.. im dumb but we all make mistakes.. pretty gay we couldnt even be friends after the retarded thing i did.. i cant date anyone on the "scene" b/c ive done "talked" to alot of them an almost dated some of them but shit always ended up horribly an they hate me afterwards an whats worse is all the guys know each other an im like MOTHER FUCKER! hahaha god i tried to steer away from the boy subject but i cant when shit like this brings up memories.. but w/e i mean ill live.. not like i havent been called a bitch before.
<3 Sarah
<3 Sarah