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[inthewakeof]

i really don't get it.
i don't get what i like.
i don't get why i like certain things.

why are red leaves so beautiful? why are certain words so beautiful? why is reading about someones life so beautiful? why is the word beautiful so ugly? why do i idolize certain things for no reason? especially since the things i idolize are inanimate. i idolize

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[duplex_planet]

its just our genetic makeup up that decides our preferences
i prefere colors over words
but thats because of my genetic makeup
i was born that way
its the difference between two humna beings
maybe you have ancestors that enjoyed words also??????
i just wanted to reply
hi matt whats up?

[inthewakeof]

that makes sense.
:)

hi erik! nothing is up, really. everything is usually the same. haha.
how are you?

[duplex_planet]

im doing awesome!!!!!

i didnt know if you would think i understood what you were talking about.
thats a confusing sentance

so im glad it makes sense

[inthewakeof]

i'm glad you're doing awesome. :)

it made perfect sense to me but i'm not sure anyone else would think so. hahaha.

[mothandthebee]

i think we are all idealists to a certain extent when it comes to how we wish we could be. i completely relate to what you say in your uhh...third paragraph? about being someone else. i've never wanted to be anyone else, but just because i feel like i never understand anyone i always wish i could experience the things that they have that have shaped them into the person they are today. good or bad, any experience is a positive experience and i think it's just feeling ignorant to certain things that increases your desire to fulfill that sort of emptiness or lack of...knowledge or experience in your own head. i mean, if you think about it, who wants to be ignorant? that's like gouging your eyes out and running into a mine field hahahahahaha. anyway, i'm trailing off subject now, but mankind had a need to fulfill that 'emptiness' which is really lack of knowledge of truth...that's why there's religion. anyway, yours (mine) is just on a different level

[inthewakeof]

i agree with everything you said. and yes, it did make sense. hahaha.

[yourwintercoatt]

chemicals?

[inthewakeof]

yes. your body is composed of many chemicals that control our emotions and whatnot. sometimes there are imbalances in the chemicals which cause certain emotions to be felt. hence, "fucking chemicals".

[dearest_skin]

when i read this it creeped me out that a lot of those same thoughts have crossed my mind except that i think the word beautiful actually is a lovely word.

and idolizing words is a good thing. i idolize the power words have on the heart and the mind. it puzzles me.

[inthewakeof]

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