Oct 27, 2004 13:00
Guess it's about time for an update. This week is busy busy busy. I have all this Book Art shit to do, and a test on Nietzsche on Friday, and I am really behind in Astronomy. It's all such great fun. Ahem.
Despite all the stuff I have to do, Chris and I are still having dinner together/hopefully hanging out tonight. If he decides to call me this time. I really fucking hope he doesn't forget again. Yeah. And I'm getting tired of playing the whole "looking for signs if he really likes me while trying to send signals of my own" game, so I think tonight I am gonna just ask if he has a girlfriend (because you never know), and if not, if he is interested in a more-than-platonic relationship. Or something to that effect. You know, better wording and such. If anyone thinks this is simply a terrible idea please let me know. I just hate the game of trying to figure out how people feel, you know? Why can't everyone just be honest? It all goes back to that little snippet from the SomethingAwful forums I posted a while back. "No one is going to kill, hurt, maim, or bruise you." So just fucking say how you feel. I guess I figure that I really don't have anything to lose. Shrug, whatever. I'll update after our date tonight about how it all goes. Keep your fingers crossed, or something.
I still haven't eaten lunch yet. Time to work on that.