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i have absolutely no desire to be anywhere around anyone right now. i feel like i am going to vomit, and i don't know why. my muscles are more tense than they have ever been. i am angry, angry, angry about everything...and i have nowhere to go. nowhere. there is absolutly nowhere where i can go to be alone. i think, i am probably going to go crazy in about 2.5 seconds, and maybe thats a good thing. if i went crazy i wouldn't even know it, and i would have no feeling of reality so, really...it doesn't sound so bad right about now. i feel absolutely horrible right now, and i want nothing to do with anyone. nothing sounds at all appealing to me, and i am just dreading every day ahead of me. i think i am just going to leave and walk somewhere. thank god i have feet. tomorrow will be better, i know it....