everything was beautiful and nothing hurt.
you kept a distance out of fear you'd break
but what good's a single windchime, hanging quiet all alone?
the music our collisions would make
is a sound that turns the road-that-leads-us-back-home
into Home.
the music our collisions make!
as you plow some other field try and forget my name
see what harvest yields, and, supposing I'd do the same
I planted rows of peas but by the first week of July
they should have come up to my knees
but they were maybe ankle high
take the fingers from your flute to weave your colored yarns
and boil down your fruit to preserves in mason jars
but now the books are overdueand the goats are underfed
the trap I set for you seems to have caught my leg instead!
This cd is honestly one of the best cds that i own. really.
so, today was okay. i got about half of my research paper done, and the other half will be done tomorrow...along with the annotated bibliography. BOO, SCHOOL.
i must be honest with myself, i truly am glad that i am here at eastern. i have the most amazing friends, which i am ever thankful for. i really honestly do enjoy being here. it is a wonderful place to be, and grow. i have had oppurtunities here that i have and might never have had anywhere else. i really think that what is going on right now, is just me being discontent with myself. which, i don't know if it will ever subside.
really, i just would like the chance for my mind to rest for five minutes. just five minutes, that is okay. i would also like to be able to make a decision for myself. just one. single. decision. i can't seem to ever do it, no matter what. i am really not good at being assertive. not in any way, i tell myself i am...but that is a lie. oh, suck it up sarah. suck it up. i really am a little bitch sometimes.
but what good's a single windchime, hanging quiet all alone?
the music our collisions would make
is a sound that turns the road-that-leads-us-back-home
into Home.
the music our collisions make!
as you plow some other field try and forget my name
see what harvest yields, and, supposing I'd do the same
I planted rows of peas but by the first week of July
they should have come up to my knees
but they were maybe ankle high
take the fingers from your flute to weave your colored yarns
and boil down your fruit to preserves in mason jars
but now the books are overdueand the goats are underfed
the trap I set for you seems to have caught my leg instead!
This cd is honestly one of the best cds that i own. really.
so, today was okay. i got about half of my research paper done, and the other half will be done tomorrow...along with the annotated bibliography. BOO, SCHOOL.
i must be honest with myself, i truly am glad that i am here at eastern. i have the most amazing friends, which i am ever thankful for. i really honestly do enjoy being here. it is a wonderful place to be, and grow. i have had oppurtunities here that i have and might never have had anywhere else. i really think that what is going on right now, is just me being discontent with myself. which, i don't know if it will ever subside.
really, i just would like the chance for my mind to rest for five minutes. just five minutes, that is okay. i would also like to be able to make a decision for myself. just one. single. decision. i can't seem to ever do it, no matter what. i am really not good at being assertive. not in any way, i tell myself i am...but that is a lie. oh, suck it up sarah. suck it up. i really am a little bitch sometimes.