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Alrighty.
The school year will begin shortly.
I'm happy but sad about that.
No more staying//waking up late.
No more relaxing due to a lack of homework.
[[Although, I did get AP US History summer work
&&
I still did have work..whatever it may be.]]
No more being free to do what I'd like.
But...
Yes, I will get to see my friends most of the week!
Yes, I will live like a normal human being once again!
Yes, I'll get excirsize.......??? haha, I'm not that lazy during the summer!
Anywayssss.
I really miss my old friends. Lately I've been noticing my old friends through LiveJournal and/or Myspace. I've been trying to get in touch/catch up with a few of them, but so far my schedule has been mean to me when it comes to that. What was cool though was that I found out two of my old friends, who I was extremely close to both of them at two separate times, have now become extremely good friends. That makes me happyyyy. I really want to get together with them but now the summer is ending and school is starting, meaning we'll all be busier than ever. Hopefully we'll find at least an hour to catch up on each other's lives...even though I know it won't take just an easy hour.
My 93 year old grandmother is dying. She's in the 'end stages' of death, according to some book I don't like that other people have read. She/my parents had the option of keeping her here at home or having her stay at a hospice (as many people know, people don't get sent there unless it's there's a 'good' guess that they'll die in the next six months), and so we all chose for her to stay here. They, whoever was involved, had a hospital bed delivered here so hopefully she would be as comfortable as possibly. And there are air pockets all over the top of the 'mattress' and a random half of them are filled with air while the others aren't, and they switch (air and no air) every five minutes, to keep the body of whoever's staying in that bed in at least a little bit of motion.
It's extremely had to see her like this. She's got cancer. And she's going through delusion. Oh, and also Altimers. [[Yea, I don't know how to spell that last one.]] A few other things, too, if I'm not mistaken. I wish I were. I remember when she would visit us because she had to babysit my brother, Jay, and me while my parents went away for an anniversay or whatever and I would sit with her during the thunderstorms because neither of us liked them at all. We would go into my brother's room because he was the one who wasn't afraid and we found some sort of comfort in watching him play his PlayStation games. (lol)
I'm still going out with Dave. A few days ago it was our "One year and nine months" type of thingy. =]
I'm turning 16 on September 22nd. I cannot wait for my lifeeeee.
There's no party though. For the last few years I've gotten pretty much out of birthday parties because of my past birthday parties, at which things went wrong at most of them. =[
Jay let me drive his car the first day he got it, and I love that thing. Jeeze.
Drivingggggggggg. =] x 359.1022
I really don't want anyone to get me anything for my birthday.
Even though I kept stressing that when Dave and my other brother, John, asked me what I wanted, in the end of both convorsations/arguements [[because I can be quite stubborn. =)]] John decided he's going to get me an iPod nano and Dave wants to get me all this paintball stuff (gun, upgrades, gear, etc.) so I can play and whatnot.
I love both ideas, but I stilllll don't want any money to be spent on me. =]//=[
John's wedding is soon! There's a 50//50 chance the dinner/rehersal will be held on my 16th birthday, two days before the wedding. I don't mind that, especially since Dave's part of the wedding and has to be there. I would like it if my other friends were there too...I think John said I could invite people?....But it's still their dinner/rehersal so I don't know.
I'm still not sure what I want to do post-high school. That bothers me.
I love the military but I don't want to do it...but...I do.
grRar.
The End.
[[I think I've written enough in this for today.]]