I've been thinking
...about yesterday's drunken post.
I've always been drawn towards things military, I just never went for it. I thought about it more today and talked to my wife, and really, my problem with the whole thing is that I'd probably get thrown into some foreign war that I could give less of a shit about. I want to make a difference but I'd rather make a difference at home. That's when I thought of the other job I'd always wondered about, Law Enforcement.
How the hell do you get into that? How do you even get in the door? They don't friggin advertise.
Maybe I'm just grasping at straws but I want to do something, man. I feel like what I'm doing at present time is bullshit and meaningless, and I feel like if I don't do something different that someday I'm going to look back and regret how I spent my youth.
I want to look back and say hey, I did that. I fucking did it.
I've always been drawn towards things military, I just never went for it. I thought about it more today and talked to my wife, and really, my problem with the whole thing is that I'd probably get thrown into some foreign war that I could give less of a shit about. I want to make a difference but I'd rather make a difference at home. That's when I thought of the other job I'd always wondered about, Law Enforcement.
How the hell do you get into that? How do you even get in the door? They don't friggin advertise.
Maybe I'm just grasping at straws but I want to do something, man. I feel like what I'm doing at present time is bullshit and meaningless, and I feel like if I don't do something different that someday I'm going to look back and regret how I spent my youth.
I want to look back and say hey, I did that. I fucking did it.