I feel like I'm in 8th grade again
I had my best friends wedding this past weekend, it was sweet. I don't want to talk about it too much here cause I already did in my myspace journal. What I do want to mention is that I met a girl, while I was there. Her name is Emily. Needless to say I think I have a crush on her. We got to know each other a little bit during the wedding, she was maid of honor and I was the best man. I don't know how but I managed to be all brave and ask if she wanted to hang out again sometime before I left on Saturday. I didn't really expect myself to do so, it just sort of happened. I got her number and waited a day or two and called her. My first instinct was to call her that night, but I knew I had to play it cool. She seemed to be into me. I don't really want to read into it all too much, but to be honest I can't stop thinking about her. Not in a bad way but more in a good way. I just really want to learn more about who she is. I'm anxious. It's not all the time that a girl sparks my interest like she did. Anyway I called her last night and I was SUPER nervous. I played it cool though and asked if she wanted to do something this weekend. She siad she didn't know what was really going on but that she would get a hold of me later on in the week. I think the thing that I'm most nervous about is that A. Shes not interested, in which case, well thats how it goes. or B. That I'm going to over think things and somehow fuck it up. I know that I've done it before. Either I move too fast, or what ever reason. I don't want that this time. I may be anxious but I want to take it slow. We'll see how it goes. The brain is saying go get her, but the heart is saying be patient, and the gut says worry. I'm sticking with the heart. Heres hoping.