its like a noahs ark for vegetables
i like pretentious art movies. i like feeling alone and helpless and misunderstood.
and i'm sorry for that. both of those things.
she said 'everything will turn out the way you want if you stop doubting that I love you' and it was true. but its something i can't do.
in happiness i have no vision. but i am happy. and its a trade i'm considering making.
i need color. i need colour. i need power and passion and excitement. and i have no idea how to get it. settle down with my best friend. conceptually... i have no idea what that looks like. i don't know where that goes. and i don't have enough information to assume its the next step. i'm terrified. but to me its color. i'm honestly not sure at all. i'm sorry baby. but i'm sick of waiting to be sure. so be scared with me and we'll see whats left to paint.
listen. i am adventurous. or i have been in the least. and i want to be. i know you're scared and you'll be scared. but i need to travel. i need to do things i've never done and i need to do things i can hold onto when life stops being what it could be. i know thats... terrifying... but i'd like it to be with you. you've got such a fired heart in there. i can feel it when you get close. you're more of a tiger than you know. and i need you to let her go for me. i'm not unhappy. and i can wait. but i need to live... widely. and i need to do it soon. its pathological. consuming. and you could be it. and i could be happy with that.
i have no idea where i am right now. in my head or otherwise. you're my favorite person. and nothing here is a sign of impending doom. you are colour and blur and shake and heat. and i could spend what i have left on you. and i hope to. i know you're in no position to be counted on. but i'd like it if we could count on each other.
and i'm sorry for that. both of those things.
she said 'everything will turn out the way you want if you stop doubting that I love you' and it was true. but its something i can't do.
in happiness i have no vision. but i am happy. and its a trade i'm considering making.
i need color. i need colour. i need power and passion and excitement. and i have no idea how to get it. settle down with my best friend. conceptually... i have no idea what that looks like. i don't know where that goes. and i don't have enough information to assume its the next step. i'm terrified. but to me its color. i'm honestly not sure at all. i'm sorry baby. but i'm sick of waiting to be sure. so be scared with me and we'll see whats left to paint.
listen. i am adventurous. or i have been in the least. and i want to be. i know you're scared and you'll be scared. but i need to travel. i need to do things i've never done and i need to do things i can hold onto when life stops being what it could be. i know thats... terrifying... but i'd like it to be with you. you've got such a fired heart in there. i can feel it when you get close. you're more of a tiger than you know. and i need you to let her go for me. i'm not unhappy. and i can wait. but i need to live... widely. and i need to do it soon. its pathological. consuming. and you could be it. and i could be happy with that.
i have no idea where i am right now. in my head or otherwise. you're my favorite person. and nothing here is a sign of impending doom. you are colour and blur and shake and heat. and i could spend what i have left on you. and i hope to. i know you're in no position to be counted on. but i'd like it if we could count on each other.