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i keep hoping that kimberly calls me...just to see her name there, for whatever reason would make me smile really big. If it were to ring, I'd let it ring for a few rings, just so I can enjoy it, because more than likely it'd be something like a favor or she found something that belongs to me...poop. I can't sleep again, it really sucks. I have work tomorrow...if she came in that'd be great too. Hell if we were together right now, that'd be incredible. I miss kimberly so much, bet you guys didn't know that...sigh..i'll try to make this post not about kimberly...let's see...I'm going for the asian haircut now. short on the sides and back but a tad longer on top. yay me.i love kimberly. ok so that didn't work. but i did get a new haircut. annnnd i do miss kimberly. i wish she was in my arms right now, singing dashboard together, or just staring into each other. i don't care if it sounds gay, it's so damn true. i want her here, right now, in my arms damnit. i want her to tell me she loves me, so i can tell her i love her more. i wish she would call me and talk awkwardly in her innocent way, when i know that she wants to come over, so i can tell her she can and her give me that giddy sound she always does. I miss that. I miss her. but...none of that's going to happen and that sucks. i'll admit i'm still optimistic in maybe one day us getting back together...but then again everytime i hope something happens, it never really happens. that's happened way too much to me recently...so...i hope karma turns around for me....i hope. i really hope...i want her in my arms...i want to look at her and see a genuine smile....