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Dec 01, 2006 14:01

so basically she believes us being apart is right, but i believe that us being together is right. so instead of trying to find a way for us to understand each other, which i believe would be fair, she opts for closing ourselves away from each other. it just hurts so much...so now, afraid of losing her completely i suggest the fact of being friends, and that i can take it. so the latter end of our conversation was us just...talking. asking how was our days and what not. i mean yeah i still love her...it's not going to stop. And i know this could potentially hurt me worse than before, but i still feel what i'm doing is right and hopefully withina fews months or years, hell, maybe it'll work. i see it as a stepping stone. And for some reason I feel that she's just afraid to know that she could be wrong after dragging it on for so long. I mean i can definately be wrong, but i'm basing this on what she says to me, which is basically the same thing over and over, no matter how much i open up or anything. it's always 1 sided it seems. i miss her, and i'm not going to give up on her. i love her so much, and i can suffice this for however long it takes..
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