all the drugs in this world won't save her from herself.
he is such an asshole
SUCH AN ASSHOLE
this is the last time i'm gonna make a big deal cause from now on i refuse to care.
I HATE YOU TOO YOU FUCKING COKEHEAD PIECE OF SHIT
YOU COMPLETELY FUCKED UP MY LIFE. ARE YOU FUCKING HAPPY NOW?
i didnt even do anything to you and you have to always make me feel like crap. why can't you admit to anything!? it's so fucking obvious. everyone else thinks it. well you know what it's my fault too. we were good a few days after, and then i got my hopes up and got mad when nothing happened. and you probably felt weird too, and i made it worse. so sorry. but you weren't the only reason i was upset. lots of other shit was going on, and still is. and i realize the mistakes i've made. but wow, you changed so much. and i miss being friends. and since you hate me now, i'm done with this. i seriously can't stand you anymore. and what's really pathetic, a part of me still wants to like you. i looked back at all the old messages and myspace comments you used to send me and thought of how things were then. before my phone broke i would erase my recent calls just to see your number stay on the list. and then i realize the only thing coming out of this is jealousy. and since i supposedly have to have everything my way, fine. have it your way. i'm not going to let you bother me. I'M TOO FUCKING DEPRESSED FOR YOU, RIGHT?
anyway. some of my friends are being really weird. if you don't wanna hang out with just me, then say so.
aaaaaaaaaargh. this weekend is quite a letdown.
SUCH AN ASSHOLE
this is the last time i'm gonna make a big deal cause from now on i refuse to care.
I HATE YOU TOO YOU FUCKING COKEHEAD PIECE OF SHIT
YOU COMPLETELY FUCKED UP MY LIFE. ARE YOU FUCKING HAPPY NOW?
i didnt even do anything to you and you have to always make me feel like crap. why can't you admit to anything!? it's so fucking obvious. everyone else thinks it. well you know what it's my fault too. we were good a few days after, and then i got my hopes up and got mad when nothing happened. and you probably felt weird too, and i made it worse. so sorry. but you weren't the only reason i was upset. lots of other shit was going on, and still is. and i realize the mistakes i've made. but wow, you changed so much. and i miss being friends. and since you hate me now, i'm done with this. i seriously can't stand you anymore. and what's really pathetic, a part of me still wants to like you. i looked back at all the old messages and myspace comments you used to send me and thought of how things were then. before my phone broke i would erase my recent calls just to see your number stay on the list. and then i realize the only thing coming out of this is jealousy. and since i supposedly have to have everything my way, fine. have it your way. i'm not going to let you bother me. I'M TOO FUCKING DEPRESSED FOR YOU, RIGHT?
anyway. some of my friends are being really weird. if you don't wanna hang out with just me, then say so.
aaaaaaaaaargh. this weekend is quite a letdown.