babble babble bitch bitch rebel rebel party party sex sex sex and don't forget the violence.
i kinda had a revelation today.
mayara is right.
so is he.
i need to grow up.
and take control of what goes on in my life.
instead of sitting sulking about it.
and crying...well actually i need the crying but yeah.
but if he really still does like me, then i have a chance to fix everything we fucked up.
and then i'll be okay.
even if it doesn't work, at least i'll know i've tried.
and some of my friends are really showing how much they care about me.
and i know what may happen this weekend might hurt them.
but i wanna do it anyway. so, sorry.
i gotta think about this more...but if not...there is always...chrrrrronnnnniccccccc.
yes, that's right. leigh is gonna do it.
fuck the sad leigh. i want happy.
and my psychologist went well today.
she was totally cool about leigh-a-palooza.
i love her.
i love you sam! since you're the one most likely reading this. hehe.
<3sexcstasy foreverrr and ever.
mayara is right.
so is he.
i need to grow up.
and take control of what goes on in my life.
instead of sitting sulking about it.
and crying...well actually i need the crying but yeah.
but if he really still does like me, then i have a chance to fix everything we fucked up.
and then i'll be okay.
even if it doesn't work, at least i'll know i've tried.
and some of my friends are really showing how much they care about me.
and i know what may happen this weekend might hurt them.
but i wanna do it anyway. so, sorry.
i gotta think about this more...but if not...there is always...chrrrrronnnnniccccccc.
yes, that's right. leigh is gonna do it.
fuck the sad leigh. i want happy.
and my psychologist went well today.
she was totally cool about leigh-a-palooza.
i love her.
i love you sam! since you're the one most likely reading this. hehe.
<3sexcstasy foreverrr and ever.