that time of year

[instarswetrust]

this is my favorite time of the year and i cant help but be sad. this exact time about a year ago was where it all started. and i remember how sad i was when she was gone, which i thought was gonna be forever. but no she came home. and we continued and it was wonderful. and now all i can think about, is how much i miss it and want it back. and i dont know if that will ever happen. i couldnt ask for a more wonderful person so spend my life with. and i completely threw it all away....

kendal im sorry.

i miss you and i love you