wow. havent been on here in a long time. a long long time. but im bored so what the hell ( Read more... )

so damn, its been a while since i have been on this ol thing. so much has happened over such a short period of time i couldnt describe it all even if you all wanted to read it. my life consist of my loopy crazy real-worldish type family of my roomates. crazy crazy time. drink way too god damn much. but it pays off in bottle money. 55 bucks, im down ( Read more... )

i look back to when i first made this journal thing. and it baffles my mind. everyone on these things are so depressed and sad. and i used to sit here and write about my emotions and how sad or happy i was. and now its just very trivial to me, how everyone is so interested on how sad everyone is. and they have to write down, sometimes, the ( Read more... )

i have seen the great decent ( Read more... )

well its finally happening. im moving out in the next week or so. out into the world by myself with only me to count on. bring it ( Read more... )

joshosha: we went nuts with those phrases dude ( Read more... )

so yea i havent updated this thing in a long time. kinda forgot about it, kinda stopped caring. kinda realized what reason i could have for showing all these people my deepest thoughts and secrets, when they arent people im friends with anymore, let alone talk to. life has changed dramatically. new people, new places, new decisions, new ( Read more... )

night before super bowl and im awake as hell. tomorrow will be a blast ( Read more... )

so wed night is mega man 1-8 night with saul and jeff. fuck yes. im high as hell these days. in a new band. and having an overall good time, with what i have. emotionally clogged up and then drained, yes. but open for new...or old ( Read more... )

jeeezus, its been a while since ive been on this darned thing ( Read more... )