and the california bound ...

[instarswetrust]

yea. i fucked up again. wasnt expecting it to happened. but who am i kidding. it did. doesnt mean i am fake. doesnt mean i dont love. i guess it means i have troubles with myself. that i cant help. well i want you to know that it wasnt time wasted. it was the best year of my life. and i wont and will never take it back for anything. you showed me new things and new experiences. basically, all i can say is thank you. for loving me like you did, even tho i broke your heart. and heart breaking is not my speciality. i made a wrong decision. for the second time. and shes right, how does she now i wont do it again. how will i know? all i do know is the truth, it was only kissing. still cheating. still stupid. still fucked. and now i get to sit and watch her auction herself away now that she has every right to. please pick someone better than me. i love you kendal guzowski. and i wish the you the best if we dont speak/ you dont speak to me ever. you are wonderful and i broke you heart. and i suck. good luck and dont look back.

-keith michael billie