Jun 20, 2005 23:19
well im really fuckng sick right now and it couldnt have been at a worse time. kendal leaves on wedns for a week and ill miss her so bad. she has held me together thise whole year and its hard to not to be with her especially for a week.
life is moving on and i feel like i need to get going, at least with a place to live. but fuck i need a god damn liscense. i should really do that, maybe while kendal is gone.
i cant breathe, through my mouth nor my nose. my throat hurts when i swallow. im not even smoking another cigarette again. fuck that. when it hurts to smoke a grit, you know you should quit. drinking too much. at least iahs new song is done and sweeter than shit.
i had quite a party weekend. at annies and seans, twice. we smoked so many basics, and i bet thats how this cold started, plus greg.
well fuck this journal bullshit. and fuck all you people who dont contact me anymore, you have time, but fuck it its youre loss and youre not worth it.
thing im waiting for the most: tuxedo for 4th of july and to kiss her face