its conversations like this....

[inspiredjae]

that make it hard to just turn my back and walk away, erase you from my everything. All you have to do is say something small and my resolve crumbles...its been over a year. I dont want to love you or miss you or need you anymore.

Why am I stuck in your head? Thats should tell you something shouldnt it?!?!?!
I want to so badly to send you the lyrics of this song, and pray you will get the hint...but Im not strong to do it!

Tristan Prettyman~Madly

I'm not surprised that you still call
I'm not surprised
I'm all surprised that i don't answer
pick up the phone to call you back
pick up the phone to call you back
ain't it funny how things work out like that

'cause the time that it takes to open my eyes
is the time that it took me to realize

madly madly madly
tell me that you need me
show me I'm the only and thats all i need to know.

madly madly madly
if you really love me,
when you see me leave and baby, just let me go

well i've been good, no i've been great
you say you're in a better place
and honestly, i might be for ya

but there's a tone in my voice that gives away my selfish choice.
can my heart beat any faster?

'cause the time that it takes to pass me by
is the time that it took me to realize

madly madly madly
tell me that you need me
show me I'm the only and thats all i need to know

madly madly madly
if you really love me,
when you see me leave and baby, just let me go

we'll give it up, try to find
what was with us all the time
gotta lose some things, if you're ever gonna get on by
and who was wrong, who was right
always end up in a fight
i thought i'd crumble, but no I'm fine.

madly madly madly
if you really love me
when you see me leave and just let me go

madly madly madly
well tell me that you need me and show me I'm the only and that's all i need to
know know know know

madly madly madly
if you really love me
when you see me leave and baby just let it go-no

madly madly madly
tell me that you want me
when you see me leave and baby
just let me go

Maybe one day I will be able to, until then I just hagn here in limbo waiting for a few words here and there that remind I am right, you dont love her as much and are trying too