Law exam down, practice exam next
I think I did really badly on the law exam and I'm still upset about that. I'm also upset that I can't seem to get any of these review questions right, even for the subject that I studied the most in school, pediatrics and immunizations. Even after skimming the chapter, too.
I feel a huge cloak of despair darkening my vision.
Presumably the tests are scaled so that the majority of test-takers pass, but that still worries me. I should know all this stuff, it's easy, basic stuff I once knew but had somehow leaked out of my brain. If I don't know these basics once I start working, it's going to look really bad on the profession.
I mean, it's bad enough my brother and I passed pharmacy school with none the wiser or suspecting anything, haha... ha...
I'm just freaking out, I know, I probably did okay. But it's like with an airplane engineer, there is no room for mistakes, for "doing okay." By the time you remember to correct a little mistake you might have made, babies could be dead! How do you live with less 99.9%, with less than perfection, with the knowledge of babies' death on your shoulders? You can't. Oh, you may survive, but you are definitely dead inside. Dead.
I feel a huge cloak of despair darkening my vision.
Presumably the tests are scaled so that the majority of test-takers pass, but that still worries me. I should know all this stuff, it's easy, basic stuff I once knew but had somehow leaked out of my brain. If I don't know these basics once I start working, it's going to look really bad on the profession.
I mean, it's bad enough my brother and I passed pharmacy school with none the wiser or suspecting anything, haha... ha...
I'm just freaking out, I know, I probably did okay. But it's like with an airplane engineer, there is no room for mistakes, for "doing okay." By the time you remember to correct a little mistake you might have made, babies could be dead! How do you live with less 99.9%, with less than perfection, with the knowledge of babies' death on your shoulders? You can't. Oh, you may survive, but you are definitely dead inside. Dead.