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so young.
I don't know what to do... I don't know what's best this time... Would doing something about it make things stop, or push even more limits (not that there are any left to push at this point)? Am I being selfish in not wanting to loose something so close to my heart, or am I really acting in the best interest of the other's at this point and how do I know? The one thing about the Catholic circle in Ottawa is that really, there's only one. Everyone knows everyone else... so next begs the question of where do yo go for advice on the big stuff? Really. I guess the answer is simple... if it's so big that anyone else would go to the length to track down the proper people to inform the answer is straight forward and simple... right?
WRONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
As stupid as it sounds the obvious answer isn't always the right one... you know? Sometimes it just isn't, but how do you know?! Who do you talk to, to figure it out, without telling someone who shouldn't know about the situation, what to do?!
aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I don't know what to do... I don't know what's best this time... Would doing something about it make things stop, or push even more limits (not that there are any left to push at this point)? Am I being selfish in not wanting to loose something so close to my heart, or am I really acting in the best interest of the other's at this point and how do I know? The one thing about the Catholic circle in Ottawa is that really, there's only one. Everyone knows everyone else... so next begs the question of where do yo go for advice on the big stuff? Really. I guess the answer is simple... if it's so big that anyone else would go to the length to track down the proper people to inform the answer is straight forward and simple... right?
WRONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
As stupid as it sounds the obvious answer isn't always the right one... you know? Sometimes it just isn't, but how do you know?! Who do you talk to, to figure it out, without telling someone who shouldn't know about the situation, what to do?!
aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!