stress to the H-core
Someday I honestly wonder if my job is worth being able to go out with my friends (not that I have time/ actually want to do anything other then cry and sleep anymore)and doing cool things that you clearly need money to do. I mean I know I'm almost 18 and I should be able to deal with a job and a social life and my ow stuff but honestly 8+ hours a day and no break is a bit stressful...
I just want to sit down and cry these days. I don't seem to feel anything but hurt, sadness and frustration anymore. Everything is to much and I just want to sit down and cry most of the time. It seems like everything I do is falling apart slowly and I can't do anything to stop it.
Maybe it's just me but there seems to be so much bad stuff going around that it just doesn't seem worth the effort so many people are putting in. And it makes me sad to see so many peoples efforts go unnoticed and unappreciated. I'm supposed to go to Venosta this weekend but I don't know if I'm up to it at this point.
I just want to run away and cry...
I just want to sit down and cry these days. I don't seem to feel anything but hurt, sadness and frustration anymore. Everything is to much and I just want to sit down and cry most of the time. It seems like everything I do is falling apart slowly and I can't do anything to stop it.
Maybe it's just me but there seems to be so much bad stuff going around that it just doesn't seem worth the effort so many people are putting in. And it makes me sad to see so many peoples efforts go unnoticed and unappreciated. I'm supposed to go to Venosta this weekend but I don't know if I'm up to it at this point.
I just want to run away and cry...