not what I expected
well I didn't get what I wanted out of that retreat but it seems I didn't really need it or I would have gotten it... I guess the one thing I learned was that I'm much futhur along then I thought I was. It's time for me to start being happy with me; with who God made me. I've spent so long trying to change and run away from who He has made me that maybe it's time to try accepting myself and trying to see me the way God does. The new prayer has become for God to show me who He sees when He sees me... not who I see, or who the world sees...
Work isn't what I expected either... I didn't work at all last week and this week I'm working from 7:00-5:30 in before and after care as weel as with the 3yrs olds and the 7-11's... it's been a trying week. My regular boss isn't workinf the summer and the new girl and I don't get along very well so it's hard... I'm either working the same thing next week or not at all... because work sucks and my boss is a jerk. but oh well, I can work that out tomorrow.
Other then that life is very good. It's weird, I didn't get a "God high" over the weekend but it seems that I'm better able to take things as they're coming...
Work isn't what I expected either... I didn't work at all last week and this week I'm working from 7:00-5:30 in before and after care as weel as with the 3yrs olds and the 7-11's... it's been a trying week. My regular boss isn't workinf the summer and the new girl and I don't get along very well so it's hard... I'm either working the same thing next week or not at all... because work sucks and my boss is a jerk. but oh well, I can work that out tomorrow.
Other then that life is very good. It's weird, I didn't get a "God high" over the weekend but it seems that I'm better able to take things as they're coming...